The Ending of Repeated Cycles

03.04.2025

The struggles are real but it doesn’t have to last forever.

How many times have I planned, started, created, deleted, and repeated?

The times are countless and it’s truly saddening to know that sometimes one excitement leads to a beautiful creation only to be dumped into the trash bin or placed back into a storage box to collect dust. I have no count on how many times I have done these repeated cycles and I am quite sure I am not the only one that has done this or feel this way. But I think I get the gist of why sometimes these things happen the way they do. Perhaps the reason why these repeated cycles keep happening is because it hasn’t quite gotten to it’s polished potential yet and maybe if you truly and deeply love it and want it enough, it keeps coming back for you to refine again and again until it’s ready. But sometimes, the hard truth could also be that the lessons haven’t been learnt yet too. Obviously, I try to look at it on the bright side but I think when it happens, you’ll know which route it’s meant to be.

After each failed attempt, when I get back up to try again, it gets better and better each time.

So, all in all, I have been contemplating for the past several years about what vinny inspirations mean to me, what it’s meant to really become, and I believe I have found the answer.

Vinny inspirations will be a space to share my thoughts, joys, and sorrows. A space to just express myself and my creative outlet at my own pace. It just feels so right. Everything that has happened, happened so that it can lead me up to this point to find it’s purpose.

I believe that repeated cycles of failures can end either once it has been refined and polished, feel confident of the outcome/decision, or until one ends their habit of repeating. It is hard, but it is not impossible. So, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, but for some of us it may take longer or it may require more work to get there.